I lost someone important and this is my story of grief
I lost my dog and to those it may not seem like a big deal. To me its life shattering because everything has changed. Her name was Autumn Marie she was my world, my daughter, and my reason for living. We were blessed with having in our lives and by we i mean my family. But my whole family knows that she was really my dog and she and i were best friends. I am sad to say she died in my arms on September 12 around 18:00. I cant believe it happen because it hasn't hit me that my world has ended my best friend my daughter the reason my heart kept pumping blood for the past 8 years is gone. I cried all night because why, why must she leave me. She came into my life right after I lost my grandfather, he was my other best friend in life. She helped me through that and so much more. I surfer from major depression, anxiety, and PTSD. This was all clinically diagnosed by my therapist and psychiatrist. She helped me through that all the medications, the substance abuse, the suicide attempts,