The world of Oli.....

“Do you understand how rare it is to get a chance to save someone?” ~ Garth Risk Hallberg. Save yourself before you save another. To many broken hearts trying to repair one another. Being a person who’s gone through a lot and suffered the cost I’m still learning what it is to live. With my recent struggles with my mental and physical health I take this to heart. Not only have I been learning but a young man has taught me a lot. To save someone is not a physical action necessary it is an act of the heart for someone you truly care for. It can hurt but can also bring a lot of joy. Full disclosure (yes this is the internet where nothing dies) I’ve written of my suicide attempts and struggles that have shaped me into who I’m still becoming, but the lesson of salvation is not easy. (Not the religious type of salvation) But what I call my salvation is when I finally looked in a mirror so angry and emotional tired of this craving to hurt myself or wishing for death. No to mention a boy (when

I’m writing this as an I’m sorry... I’ve deleted a lot of content on this blog. As I continue my journey with growing up I see my mind and thoughts evolving. I feel my maturity brewing but still my inner child blossoming. I’m 18 just graduated high school I work full time plus about to start college. A girl wanting it all... but I still have those hard times. A storm about to burst along the Oceanside and I just gotta ride the waves. I really miss writing I miss the world I miss you my reader. Yes I’m a small micro blog on the internet but every single one of you mean a great deal to me. I hope to make you proud or at least not be seen as a waste of time. I miss the person I was a long time ago but I’m falling madly in love with the person I am today. My life is one big beautiful mess and so will this blog be. I will write whatever entraps my mind or whatever feeling I wish to convey. Please Subscribe with your email or add me on google to keep up to date. With all love I can give you