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This is my story of surviving suicide...

This story actually begins almost 8 years ago, starting with a young 10 yearold me. My names Olivia Marie Addario and this is my story. I have struggled with depression, anxiety, and PTSD for just about half my life. Some due to genetics but mainly due to the cruel hand life has given me. At the prime age of 9 i went looking for my father. This man walked out many years ago after I was born, but this never ended my longing to connect to him. Over the course of 14 months I was abused in many ways. When authorities were finally involved it was stated in my best interest that I would be returned to my mother. My mother now carries blame and guilt for this acts of travesty my father committed. I was a very angers lost child, I would spend years of bullying from my pears to continue my hardships. My first attempt happened October 13th 2014, I tried to over does of over the counter pain medication. I was hospitalized for 48 hours then released. Sadly my depression was still getting the best